Today I allow success to manifest into my life

Today i allow success to manifest into my life.
I am achieving ever greater levels of success as a singer/songwriter, spiritual life coach and a holistic vocal coach.
I choose to speak in positive, loving terms about myself and allow myself to attract only that which is for my highest good. Last night i received a call from a friend who swears she never called me. The phone dialled me by itself. She told me how in a few hours she was going to see 'Gary Quinn' Life coach to the stars in Richmond who was over from the USA and would I like to come. Needless to say , i said yes.
A few years ago i was in a co-dependant relationship. I am a gay man but at the time I had not come out (even to myself) and was living with a woman for nearly 14 years. I was desperately unhappy and I was an addict. Sex, drugs, food, compulsive behaviours.Although there was always a deep spiritual side to me which felt completely out of alignment with my compulsive, addictive and unconsciously self destructive behaviours. I was in constant deep emotional turmoil , full of guilt and shame and i hated myself. In fact i wanted to be dead. Anything not to feel this empty pain and utter despair. This day i was contemplating suicide but was even too scared to do that. I was miserable to say the least. I was in a charity shop one day and a book flew off the shelf at me .It practically hit me on the head. It was called 'May the Angels be with you' by Gary Quinn. Amazingly this was my first proper introduction to the power of the angels.
Since that day, i went out and studied everything i could about angels. I went through so much Counselling,Support Groups, Healing, Spiritual and Psychic Healing.Always the right thing teacher, book, film, article or whatever i needed for my own development and healing would appear at the right time.After a year of what i can only describe as hell.During this year. I supported myself with the teachings of Louise Hay both recorded and in book form.The Angels and Louise Work on the power of positive thinking and affirming, actually saved my life. I now after living in a dark, damp depressing conditions through perseverance and divine grace and guidance turned my life around. After the break up of my co-dependant relationship with a woman and finally coming out as gay to my family, I was able to embrace my shadow and see how it had taught me huge lessons in learning to love myself and always live in the truth, no matter how ugly or how painful when you live in alignment with who you are, miracles happen.
They really do. Even today, i can look back, now drug free for over two years. I have a wonderful partner with a man I truly love and truly loves me. Of course challenges arise but that is what helps us grow. I can now bless every situation and tormentor with love and truly see them as my teacher in learning how to love more. I now run groups and coach people in healing their lives and achieving their dreams. Even last night. The fact that I got a call from my friend going to see Gary Quinn and she swears she didn't phone me, to me is another example of proof that the Angels are operating in my life, not only in my life but in all of our lives. As we open our minds and direct and focus our energy on the angels, they come into our energy field, it is really that simple. Ask and you shall receive. I want anyone to know who is reading this that whatever challenge you are facing in your life, no matter how impossible or difficult , in time you will be able to look back and see why it happened and how it was there to help you, disguised as a tragedy but actually a lesson in love. I love you.
By the way
I later met Gary Quinn before last night, he signed my book.And I told him my story and thanked him.

Please feel free to email me. Alexis at totalvocalsuccess@live.co.uk if you want information on one to one coaching or group work.

Thursday 30th October's child has far to go

I was born on a thursday, they say thursday's child has far to go, hopefully that means I will go far :)
Last night's group was wonderful, there were many insights and breakthroughs. It was week 14.
I am so grateful that i co - lead this group and that my mother and grandmother come to this group. 3 Generations. I am breaking the cycle and helping in all of our developments in positive thinking. I grew up in a very judgemental critical family that was very competitive, condemning and to be frank not very supportive, dysfunctional yes, I know i am not alone there. Yet I know that they were all doing the best with the knowledge and awareness that they had available to them, if they knew better, they would do better and they certainly did not know how to love themselves, so they were not able to teach this. Love is what makes stable secure people.
I am learning how and teaching people how to learn to love themselves, which makes me very grateful for the opportunity. We performed affirmation baths which are positive statements spoken by 4 people at the same time while one person remains seated receiving these affirmations. There were also various examples on the law of attraction, being in the now and how we all create our own reality with our thinking feeling patterns.

I am a conscious co- creator with spirit

Today Wednesday the 29th October 2008 is the first day of the rest of my life, I shall remain mindful to be conscious of the foods that i eat, the words that i think and speak, the energy that i am giving out.
I shall endeavour to be more loving to myself and to others. I am very blessed in many ways and full of gratitude. I live with my wonderful partner in a beautiful home, we share similar interests and write songs together and have live performances of our music. I run groups on the law of attraction , and teach the philosophy of Louise Hay and other spiritual teachers.
Tonight I am co- running my group from home, Metaphysics, Angels & The Law of Attraction.
The intention behind the group is to have highly successful educational and fun groups, workshops and retreats that assist in the development of consciousness and fulfilling our highest potential through utilising the law of attraction. The group is in it's 14th week and on the 11th November I start a new central london group from Neal's Yard, Covent Garden.
I personally have some intentions.
I intend to reach my ideal body weight .
I intend to prosper and achieve worldwide success as a singer, songwriter and touring performer.
I intend to co-host a highly successful trans-continental metaphysical television show
I intend to attract all the assistance i need in realising my intentions in the most harmonious ways.
I intend to write books on the subjects close to my heart. So now i will turn these intentions into affirmations

I am now achieving my natural body weight easily and effortlessly.
I am now in the process of becoming a worldwide successful singer, songwriter, performer and talk show host AND i now magnetically and naturally attract all the assistance that i need in realising my intentions in the most harmonious ways.
I am in the process of writing my first two books.


I release all that no longer serves my spiritual growth and development and I now allow myself to move beyond any limited patterns of thinking.
I release all criticism, fear and judgement, I love and approve of myself knowing that I am safe and all is well .
Everything i need comes to me easily and effortlessly and appears to me even before i need it.I am abundant and i now choose to live abundantly and talk in ways that attract more abundance and prosperity into my life and into the lives of others.Knowing that i prosper wherever i turn.

And so it is and so shall it be. I love you.