Tuesday, 30 December 2008

All is well

my chin is itchy and so my chest.
I have had this for months. The doctor told me i needed a special shampoo. I bought it , it works a bit, but deep down I know i must eliminate sugar. I am going on a month detox in jan which is 1 day away.
I'm cold, it's 2.30 am and i got out of of bed compelled to write this.
Tomorrow we are having a party. My last day of excess. My body , mind soul and spirit will thank me I know.
I'm desperate to lose weight for my own well being, I will change the word desperate to 'happy to'. My uncle died this morning.
I feel glad that he is no longer suffering. And that his spirit has been released.
May he go with God and the angels.
I bless him and his family with love and ask God that comfort and peace be with all the grief stricken now.
I am sat in the dark lit up only by the lights on the Christmas tree as i write this. It's quite a romantic sort of light fitting for love. with a capital L. Love always needs a capital L because it's so important.
I think my mother is obsessed with control.
I hope I am not.
I affirm that Divine Spirit is in control and i surrender any struggles to spirit.
It is said that weight is a control issue.
I therefore surrender my control to Almighty God and ask for help from the Angelic Kingdom to guide me.
With the issue with my neighbours I surrender the situation to God and ask for a positive outcome.
I surrender my struggles with money to God and ask for abundance.
I surrender issues with my family to God and ask for peace and healing/
I surrender issues with my partner over to God ask for divine guidance, peace and claim a perfect relationship now.
I surrender all fears to the divine knowing I am safe and all is well.
I let go of old concepts of limitation and become unlimited now.
I let go of fears surrounding my home life and know and affirm that I am safe and I am always taken care of.
I let go of fears around my health and claim perfect health for myself and my loved ones now.
I and my loved ones are divinely protected.
I surround my friends , my family and all the people I love and my home with love and we are safe and divinely protected and all is well. I send love to my fears. I send love to my inner child.
I affirm that God and the angels and my higher self will nurture me with love.
Everything is taken care of and in divine right order and so it is.
I surrender to the Almighty and all is well
God never fails
All is well
And so it is

Sunday, 28 December 2008

I lovingly release the need to be disturbed

It was 8.45pm and i was playing a song i recorded some years ago i had found on a cd
it was a moderate level
suddenly half way through the song loud bangs came through the ceiling from the upstairs neighbours
I immediately turned it off. Feeling terrible , Svein told me i needed to go and instantly apologise.
I went upstairs knocked on the door- no answer.
I knocked again- no answer
I wrote a note to them apologising.
I didn't realise the bass traveled up so loudly.
We had received a letter from the agent recently with a previous complaint.
I lit 2 candles and said ' i release the need to be disturbed'
I am feeling awful like i have done something terrible.
i will affirm all is well

Saturday, 27 December 2008

I Lovingly release all i no longer need and I am willing to release, I AM willing to change

Christmas has come and gone and i can still feel the magic.
It was a wonderful Christmas eve and Christmas day.
My friend Julie Anne, from America, Marcus, my brother Theo and my mother and Svein and me sang, danced and played games and ate
Christmas eve we went to midnight mass.
My thoughts now are on detoxing for the new year.
I will stay focused on the reasons why.

I am a focused person
I easily manifest what I want in my life
It is easy for me to make positive changes in my life
All of my choices are divinely inspired
I am a magnet for divine inspiration
I am a magnet for success and radiant health

I am healthy wealthy and wise. All that i need comes to me
My perfect healing is taking place right now
As i sleep and wake i heal and attract only good
I attract only good at all times
I release all i no longer need with love
And so it is

Saturday, 20 December 2008

More synchronicity on the path to receptivity

The beautiful Julia phoned me today, an incredible soul that is very connected to the angelic kingdom. Surely an angel in disguise. She moved to Dubai a few months ago. I'm in Robert Dyas she said
'I'm across the road' I said:- Amazing !
More Synchronicity.
So she graciously took me to the chocolate shop and bought some very very special Norwegian water which I love.
I thought I was never to see her again as the email i had for her didn't work.
She tuned into various bits of helpful information which she proceeded to tell me.(including how my idea for Crystal Clothing can work which she had had a brainwave about). We then went to the bookstore to look for an angel book she wanted to gift me, it was out of stock but she brought some important info to my atttention , It was the bookstore where my friend Lorna works. Lorna invited Svein and I to dinner and said she was going to buy us a cabinet for clothing which she knew I needed, that we had seen together. The universe is so kind and gracious. I am learning to receive. I used to find it very difficult and was more comfortable giving but I was listening to 'Divine Magic' By Doreen Virtue on CD and the teachings of the Ancient and magical Kaballion. I now understand it is as as important to receive as it is to give.
I then went to brook green & had coffee and cake with my psychic healer friend Angela .
Then we went to a pub and she bought me a glass of port. She helped me to understand how we can use psychic energy to control our responses to things.
I came home to more gingerbread making.
I am visualising success health and abundance in all areas of my life.
I set all my mental poles to maximum receptivity and I enjoy continuing abundance on every level. I am a divine magician and I claim my God given birthright that God gave to each and every one of us.The gift of manifestation.
Spread your love
Raise your vibration.
Accept What Is.
Know that you don't know
Surrender to the moment.
All is well
And so it is
Peace Peace Peace
Live In Love
I am that I am

Friday, 19 December 2008

Less Is more. Simplicity is the key!

I have just spoken with my lovely friend Veronica in Coronado, we are a little closer to visualising or actually actualising our dream of having a trans continental metaphysical TV show pilot and possible film. we will interview various spiritual pioneers and mix it with footage from my law of attraction group i am running. i feel the need to make various changes in my life. Less i feel is definitely more.
Simplicity is the key, I need to feng shui my life.
Meditate in the morning
Eat Healthy Delicious nutritious food and beverages.
exercise in ways that are fun and enjoyable to me.
Sing more
Dance More
And Enjoy life more.
Pray more and commune with nature and animals more
All the things that bring Joy and balance to my life. Like Love.
Love love love- sang the Beatles
it really is all we need
Its the key and the way. I have been giving spiritual healing alot lately. Today I gave spiritual healing to my beautiful friend who is a walking miracle. She has 2 brain tumours. She has just had a hernia operation. She has had in the past major surgery on her head. Yet she remains a healing force in this world. she is such an inspiration to me and others too. She is really a beautiful and wise soul .It was magical visiting her today, and she read a beautiful old Christmas blessing to me from a book she was drawn to on her shelf after we finished the healing session. i also chose an Angel Card, which reminded me that my Angels are always with me. As they are with you. I am so thankful for everything and everyone in my life and thankful for my life.
i spoke with my aunt whose husband is dying of brain cancer yesterday. I told her not to be afraid and to give my uncle my love. My paternal grandfather is also in hospital with various conditions and my maternal grandfather is living with prostate cancer.
Yet I write about these not to focus on them but to be thankful for the life and love and experiences we have all shared and continue to learn from. through hardship , pain , sorrow comes the most beautiful and sacred understanding, lessons and messages. It is this I aim to share in this writing.
We are all aspects of the Divine having a physical experience
Blessings of Light and Love to you
Bright, Blessings
And Rainbows. I met with my lovely mermaid friend a spiritual beauty therapist whose healing business is based on sea remedies and another holistic friend A priestess of Avalon who runs Goddess retreats to introduce them to each other. We met at the wonderful Govindas , the Hari Krishna restaurant in Soho Street.
The funny thing was , a man who calls himself Captain Jack came over to speak to mermaid friend as she was conducting her spiritual reading for us. A mermaid and a captain. It was perfect. My mermaid friend told me that the faeries hold a secret which she shared with me.
Rainbows are actually circles which continue all the way round under the earth.
I thought that was a beautiful thought.
I lead such a magical and enchanted life. I am very very VERY blessed. And grateful.
Namaste

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

Upgraded & Updated

Everything New, Ever renewed and rejuvenated
A new moment, A new reality, A new life, Renewed energy, New People, New Clients.
New Money, New Attitude, New Prosperous and empowering beliefs.
Renewed Love, Renewed Vigour.
New Spontaneity. New Armour.
New Vitality, uplifting, magnificent, musical , magnetic, positive, passionate, loving, poetic, scintillating, brilliant,forgiving, magnanimous, adventurous, pioneering, creative, intuitive, wise,
strong, excellent, radiant, super charged, electric, fantastic, wonderful , joyous, healthy, with a love of life, a huge heart, open and receptive to all good and vibrating with light
that's me :)

xxxx

Tuesday, 9 December 2008

Magical beings from the past in the present

I'm no stranger to incarnated Angels, i seem to encounter them daily, but occasionally you have a meeting, an encounter, like today where you feel you are in the presence of a special soul, perhaps ordinary on the outside yet remarkably extraordinary beyond the veneer.
an ancient wise soul that teaches how to access the Goddess.
An opening of a dimensional portal.
Encounters orchestrated by the hand of the divine.
This abounds in my life.
In all of our lives.
Our Sacred Contracts.
Just beautiful.
How very beautiful.
I must share with you , Merlin and Unicorns seem to be featuring in my life lately.
I have a beautiful hand painted stone with a rainbow and a unicorn and a sparkling sun painted on it. Every time I see it , it makes me sooooooo happy.
I know , little things please little minds.
But it encapsulates the magic I feel connected to, outside and in.
It's not just the painted stone there are many other instances where the unicorn has been brought to my attention recently. I am off to google its meaning.
My love and light to you, dear ones :)
May the breath of life surround you with Abundance and Joy.
I am that I am.

Monday, 8 December 2008

Whirring with gratitude for the Gingerbread Mayhem

My mind is filled with the wonderful people who constantly fill my life with richness.
Who do I mention first, the man living on the breadline who has been living with HIV for 25 years who brought me presents to say thank you for all he has learned in the week that we were introduced that has helped him to see his life and every moment as a celebration, or the amazing lady from Malibu California that inspired me to gather 12 of us in a room and create a prosperity circle for her to teach us how to achieve more prosperity in our lives, or my beautiful partner for bringing members of my family and some of our friends together to bake and create gingerbread houses and decorate cards and make Christmas decorations with glitter, silver, gold & coloured paints,pine cones, twigs, and leaves facilitating the expression of our inner child while we create marzipan ornaments, golden angels, sparkling Christmas wreaths, trees and snow people.
He is downstairs recording the guitar part for our next song. The rent hasn't been paid and it's a week late but i am trusting in the universe to deliver, i have got my trusty prayer of bounty, that i need to say 108 times to manifest riches, I've done about 30, I've been up since 5am so i could do 108 tomorrow and see what it brings.
I now choose to focus on what is there rather than what is not there.
My affirmations are:
*Large Sums of money come to me easily and effortlessly

*I make money while I sleep.

For me, this IS practical.

I am taking inspired action, I did some real physical stuff too, I put 3 adverts up today 2 in supermarkets and 1 online.

I AM A MASTER MANIFESTOR
all is well.

I am grateful. :) I am rich