I feel empty. Devoid of love.
I am engaged to a man I dearly love. So why do I feel this way?
Well...
Fear?
Yes
Fear of What? I ask myself
Fear of losing him and him acting on his addictions.
You know what Florence would say, I hear myself think .... I hear the words TRUST on the recorded material in the background. A synchronous reminder from the universe. So Florence Scovel Shinn in her book the game of life and how to play it and her other books 'Your Word Is your wand' talks about how you attract what you fear. I have seen examples of this fact in my own life several times. So how then do I , knowing this. Let go of my fear? 'The Angels' I hear myself think. Ok then angels, please take away from me my fear.
I need your help now. 'We now call upon the romance angels' the recording says.
Romance begins with you, Doreen Virtue is saying on the recording.
Ok then , I think - I am willing to learn to begin loving myself more.
Even though i catch myself in the mirror looking in horror, I am willing to learn to love myself a little more each day. I am safe. I am safe. It is safe for me to love and to be loved.
Ok i am working on it...................
