Loving and Loveabe and deserving of ALL good!

OK so what's been happening?
Apart from signing a remix deal , attending an addiction group for over eating and realising , for the moment it's not for me as one of the criteria is admitting you are powerless and i know i am not powerless- and i refuse to affirm i am powerless when i am not- the key to overcoming compulsions is self love and i know that i need to love myself more. I am aware that my rebellion and my control issues with food stem from my mother who has a food and calorie obsession to the point that i am convinced she is an anorexic in denial, i only realised this in the last 2 years.
I am in the process of loving myself more-
Not from ego or from a point of view of vanity
i affirm I am in control - OF MYSELF and we can only ever hope to work on ourselves. I tried to fix my mothers problems, but realise it is not for me to fix. I can only work on me . On fixing me.
Through unconditional self love and unconditional love of what is. Knowing that what you resist - persits. So , I affirm:-
I am powerful
I recognise that divine spirit is operational in my life and I affirm that I make choices based on divine inspiration.
I am a magnificent expression of love and I now choose to be an empowered person .
I let go of the role of victim as this no longer serves me.
I step into a powerful vision of myself embracing all of who I am.
I affirm I am loved and loveable and I deserve ALL good.
We have an opportunity coming up with Universal records. I have affirmed for this for many years.
Evidence that I am powerful and empowered.
Success
I am successful.
I move beyond all Ego into deep inner knowing that all is in divine right order.
I am divinely guided and protected.
I forgive and I am forgiven. I move beyond denial into acceptance and fully love all the places in me that were in darkness and bring them into the light of Divine understanding
Yes I have battled addiction, yes I have battled compusion , with sex, drugs, food , spending.
I now affirm that I am a WINNER and my spirit is INDOMITABLE and I now choose a loving , faithful, free , clear life where nothing has any power over me. I have WON!
I AM THE AUTHORITY IN MY OWN LIFE. I now choose love Joy and freedom
And so it is
I love you- truly