I dont want to vote

I have just been canvassed
I prefer not to vote believing in a spiritual solution rather than a political one.
some may consider that a narrow view frankly I don't care.
I am enjoying my Saturday , I am going to see The Lion King tonight invited by my oldest friend David who stayed over last night.
I had a very strange day the other day.
I was with a healer / psychic friend of mine Kheli
we went to Govindas the Hari Krishna restaurant on Soho Street for lunch
which was lovely although expensive - £9 for some brown rice and vegetables
he confused our order too- but worth it- as i feel the food there has a high vibrational quality which i have actually felt as i have digested it. After going to Watkins books and buying an Eilat stone a watermelon tourmaline and a 2 Blue Tourmaline's (1 as a gift for my friend Lorna)
We went to an art shop and then had a coffee in the Pret near Leicester square.
It was like sitting in 10 forward on the Star Ship Enterprise I commented .
Then in walks the man with the pyramid on his head who I had to speak to of course- if not only to acknowledge the Man's bravery. His name is Dominic. I had noticed him before some years back. I would like to interview him for the film I am planning to make this year.
The pyramid it turns out was invented by the grandson of Alexander Graham Bell- THE INVENTOR OF THE TELEPHONE!!!!! Dr Fred Bell (his company Pyradyne -which is fascinating by the way-produced the pyramids)Turns out Dr Bell died a couple of years back and was a NASA scientist. The technology - Dominic told me was channeled from the Plaideans - Domininic claims it helps him to concentrate- I saw a piece of his work - turns out he is a part time illustrator- He is a very talented man- His work was great! Dominic was also wearing a very unusual cosmic pendant- again channeled alien technology through Dr Bell. which had an emerald at the centre. Dominic claimed it shields him from alot of electro-magnetic and toxic environmental pollutants. Frankly I believe the man! Dominic mentioned to me in our brief chat that he was aware of people ridiculing him and speaking about him behind his back- I commended him for his bravery which I thought was noteworthy. At this point Kheli my friend vehemently stated that she needed air and would see me outside. Kheli is no stranger to aliens. After all we both met at the Aetherius society which is Britain's oldest UFO organisation set up by a cosmic master and interplanetary avatar who channeled information from various interplanetary sources. When I went outside to join Kheli she explained that she had to get away as she could distinctly feel that Dominic had 'walk ins' which are enteties which attach themself to someone through holes in their aura. Actually they are dead people in the spirit world that have not properly crossed over. At that moment i went into my bag and I took out a prayer which i was carrying to remove entities from the environment and from the auric energy field.
She pulled me to one side on the charing cross road as i read it aloud on our way to tottenham court road station.
What was funny (apart from the man with the pyramid on his head and him walking in after I said it's like being on the star ship enterprise bar -10 forward) was that just before this quite a few strange people had been in the vicinity. There was a lady who was on the phone who was staring at me and she had very 'mermaid' /star-person (alien) hybrid qualities. I had commented to Kheli about this. Prior to this a very strange man who was doing sideways splits at the counter while ordering his coffee and farting had been in the shop. We encountered quite a few colourful characters that day to say the least. That night before going to Karaoke with Lorna and Chris another friend I watched several you tube videos on Dr Bell and others which led to some very interesting discoveries for me- particularly about UFO's time shifting and suchlike.Also about Radionics which I have previously encountered in the Aetherius society.
I have been experiencing difficult times with my mother, which i have not written much about here. Next time

Pyramid Head

today i spoke to a man with a pyramid on his head

Loving and Loveabe and deserving of ALL good!

OK so what's been happening?
Apart from signing a remix deal , attending an addiction group for over eating and realising , for the moment it's not for me as one of the criteria is admitting you are powerless and i know i am not powerless- and i refuse to affirm i am powerless when i am not- the key to overcoming compulsions is self love and i know that i need to love myself more. I am aware that my rebellion and my control issues with food stem from my mother who has a food and calorie obsession to the point that i am convinced she is an anorexic in denial, i only realised this in the last 2 years.
I am in the process of loving myself more-
Not from ego or from a point of view of vanity
i affirm I am in control - OF MYSELF and we can only ever hope to work on ourselves. I tried to fix my mothers problems, but realise it is not for me to fix. I can only work on me . On fixing me.
Through unconditional self love and unconditional love of what is. Knowing that what you resist - persits. So , I affirm:-
I am powerful
I recognise that divine spirit is operational in my life and I affirm that I make choices based on divine inspiration.
I am a magnificent expression of love and I now choose to be an empowered person .
I let go of the role of victim as this no longer serves me.
I step into a powerful vision of myself embracing all of who I am.
I affirm I am loved and loveable and I deserve ALL good.
We have an opportunity coming up with Universal records. I have affirmed for this for many years.
Evidence that I am powerful and empowered.
Success
I am successful.
I move beyond all Ego into deep inner knowing that all is in divine right order.
I am divinely guided and protected.
I forgive and I am forgiven. I move beyond denial into acceptance and fully love all the places in me that were in darkness and bring them into the light of Divine understanding
Yes I have battled addiction, yes I have battled compusion , with sex, drugs, food , spending.
I now affirm that I am a WINNER and my spirit is INDOMITABLE and I now choose a loving , faithful, free , clear life where nothing has any power over me. I have WON!
I AM THE AUTHORITY IN MY OWN LIFE. I now choose love Joy and freedom
And so it is
I love you- truly

Angels and Aliens and then off to bed...

I could feel a presence next to me, must be my guardian angel i thought , because i had done just a ritual to energetically clear the space of all low level energies called' the triple grid invocation'.
I had come back from uncle's funeral today , it was sad but beautiful and it was lovely spending time with my family members i rarely see.
I felt very grateful of my partner and how much i am loved and how much i am blessed in my life.
Today I finished the wonderful book 'Angels in my hair' by Lorna Burne, reading it on the train journey to Birmingham for the funeral.
WHAT A FANTASTIC BOOK!!!!
I highly recommend it!
I truly could not put it down.
It was a 5 am start for me and i had another 5am start the next day. With just a few hours to go.
I wanted to watch some star trek next generation. I loved to escape into my fantasy world of Sci Fi.
I had been doing it for several years. What fascinated me the most was that the creator of Star Trek - Gene Roddenberry is said to have been visited by aliens in real life.
I had heard he had had his ashes scatterd in space.
All this was so'out there'
I thought , knowing of the ridicule i would get by a lot of people for being a trekkie and speaking about Angels and Aliens.
All in a days work ;)

Moldavite Bath

I have been reading about manifestation secrets today. I just had a bath with moldavite crystals. Very powerful cleanser. I have not been detoxing. It's a long story.
I am in a good place mentally right now.
There are many changes i wish to make.
I wish for success with the manifestation of Powerlight becoming a household name.
My uncle died and his funeral is on Monday. My view on death is that it is a positive release from the illusions of this world. Of course the sadness is for the people that are left behind and the loss they feel.
I am very grateful for my life and for my health and for all my loved ones.
The 1st group of the year went very well.
We had a guest speaker a priestess of Avalon. And there was a unicorn meditation.
I love unicorns.
So beautiful.
I had a nightmare last night about 2012. I was watching too much Alien stuff and 2012 prophecy stuff on you tube. I think I learned my lesson now. I have been praying a lot so far this year.
All good.

All is well

my chin is itchy and so my chest.
I have had this for months. The doctor told me i needed a special shampoo. I bought it , it works a bit, but deep down I know i must eliminate sugar. I am going on a month detox in jan which is 1 day away.
I'm cold, it's 2.30 am and i got out of of bed compelled to write this.
Tomorrow we are having a party. My last day of excess. My body , mind soul and spirit will thank me I know.
I'm desperate to lose weight for my own well being, I will change the word desperate to 'happy to'. My uncle died this morning.
I feel glad that he is no longer suffering. And that his spirit has been released.
May he go with God and the angels.
I bless him and his family with love and ask God that comfort and peace be with all the grief stricken now.
I am sat in the dark lit up only by the lights on the Christmas tree as i write this. It's quite a romantic sort of light fitting for love. with a capital L. Love always needs a capital L because it's so important.
I think my mother is obsessed with control.
I hope I am not.
I affirm that Divine Spirit is in control and i surrender any struggles to spirit.
It is said that weight is a control issue.
I therefore surrender my control to Almighty God and ask for help from the Angelic Kingdom to guide me.
With the issue with my neighbours I surrender the situation to God and ask for a positive outcome.
I surrender my struggles with money to God and ask for abundance.
I surrender issues with my family to God and ask for peace and healing/
I surrender issues with my partner over to God ask for divine guidance, peace and claim a perfect relationship now.
I surrender all fears to the divine knowing I am safe and all is well.
I let go of old concepts of limitation and become unlimited now.
I let go of fears surrounding my home life and know and affirm that I am safe and I am always taken care of.
I let go of fears around my health and claim perfect health for myself and my loved ones now.
I and my loved ones are divinely protected.
I surround my friends , my family and all the people I love and my home with love and we are safe and divinely protected and all is well. I send love to my fears. I send love to my inner child.
I affirm that God and the angels and my higher self will nurture me with love.
Everything is taken care of and in divine right order and so it is.
I surrender to the Almighty and all is well
God never fails
All is well
And so it is

I lovingly release the need to be disturbed

It was 8.45pm and i was playing a song i recorded some years ago i had found on a cd
it was a moderate level
suddenly half way through the song loud bangs came through the ceiling from the upstairs neighbours
I immediately turned it off. Feeling terrible , Svein told me i needed to go and instantly apologise.
I went upstairs knocked on the door- no answer.
I knocked again- no answer
I wrote a note to them apologising.
I didn't realise the bass traveled up so loudly.
We had received a letter from the agent recently with a previous complaint.
I lit 2 candles and said ' i release the need to be disturbed'
I am feeling awful like i have done something terrible.
i will affirm all is well