Today- I release all i no longer need - With Love

This is my space to be honest so i will, and I am grateful for the opportunity and release.I was so moved today, firstly by the fact that we finished writing our entry for eurovision, after 9 days or so of working on it. We recorded it too. We also wrote a second song that was originally started a year or so ago, then shelved till today, and they are truly beautiful songs.The second one more so as the eurovision entry is more pop/dance whereas the other is more heartfelt and a ballad, but both are like beloved children. Really rich, The ballad called 'Today' and its full of meaning and depth and substance. so it was a really creative and love filled day.Ok here's my challenge, I really want to be slimmer because i know my weight is affecting my confidence as a performer, We gave a very good performance to a full house last night and we got a lot of positive genuine feedback but when i was on stage, yet again i felt very encumbered by my weight and self conscious. I know it probably didn't show but i just know within myself that i would feel a million times more confident if i was slimmer.

I do feel positive about many things in my life but for me, my weight is the biggest challenge in my life. It used to be my sexuality. But I got over that one, i embraced it. I have to some degree embraced my weight but to me it's like my final frontier. I could write a lot about it but i will write in affirmations and be in- keeping with positive ethos.
I embrace all my self completely and i choose to view myself with love.
I am willing to change
I am willing to release everything i no longer need, including my excess weight.
I go beyond any limitations in my thinking and in my energy and i release all criticism.
I am doing the best that i can with the knowledge and awareness that i have.
I lovingly release all i no longer need easily and effortlessly.
I give up any inner struggles and let go of the need to control.
I am in the flow.
I accept my faults knowing that i am perfect in divine sight beyond ego, as i am a beloved child of the universe.
This moment is exactly as it meant to be.
All is well.
I go with the flow.
I send love to my fears and then release them.
I release all that no longer serves me.
I am willing to change, I AM willing to change.
I am divinely guided.
With the help of God and the Angels , I Can accomplish anything i set my mind to.
I am a master manifestor.
And so it is.
Shanti Shanti Shanti