Good wishes to the world

Why oh why do challenges feel so difficult? I suppose that is why they are called challenges.
I am facing a challenge at the moment of being angry at not being heard. I know that that signifies that on some level that that means that i am not listening as i know, metaphysically speaking, the outer world is a reflection of the inner. (that is a lot of 'that's ' in that sentence)
What does it all mean? Who is not listening?
Am I not listening to myself? Am I too analytical? Probably. I am talking to myself now. Or typing to myself even!
Maybe it is a way of getting myself to hear. To hear myself i mean.
What do i want to say?
Well If i were to stand outside myself and give myself a good talking to, I would say.........

Forgive yourself
Forgive everyone else
Don't be hard on yourself.
You are a good person.
Ok you have weaknesses and flaws, who doesnt. But focus on the good stuff, but also be honest with yourself.

Ok I will be honest.... (wow this is tough)
Your leg hurts, you are tired, you have been pushing yourself lately, you need to eat at the right times and get more sleep. You need to exercise more, be more productive.
Sort through that corner of the room where the clutter is accumulating. Plan your day more. Be more structured. Go out in nature more. Schedule more meditaion time. Claim time for yourself.
Rest more so you have more energy. Focus more on what you love and what you want to do with your life. Make more things happen for yourself.Look after yourself. Learn to be more loving towards yourself. Ok lecture over enough said.

Ok, so now I will look at the things that are going well in my life, the positive stuff....
I am going to apply for the eurovision with both Cyprus and England!!!!!
I am running two successful groups on the law of attraction.
Today I gave a singing lesson. Today I also gave some spiritual healing to my friend.
Thats 2 people's livs i have touched today in a positive and constructive way. That i see as something to be grateful for. For the opprtunity to be of service in someones development and self healing. What a wonderful thing. I am thankful for that.
It was a very profound experience giving healing today. I felt Angels working with me, even before i started giving the healing. It was very beautiful. I had quite a profound psychic experience where i felt very in-tune and was shown visions of what caused a dis-ease that had been healed. And also i was guided in my vision of what needed healing.
I hope i am explaining this clearly. I know it could or may sound odd to some , but it was very real to me.
I just read this to my boyfriend. He said who are you writing it to.I am writing my blog I said
I noticed that i could see his Aura as i was saying that.
I am going to bed now.
Need to sleep.
Thank you blog for being there.
I needed to tell you this stuff. Thank you for being there whoever is reading this.
I reach out through time and space to say.
I wish you love.
Goodnight :)